i'm gonna miss you.. :'(

abang aim muhammad raziq...he's not here in this world anymore..he died coz of dead brain cause of an traffic accident...he's my closest cousin...and i know,i'm going to miss him so much....there are many reasons for it...

a) because of his breakdance that i always asked him to do for me to watch
b) because he always called me as 'kutik' and i dunno why.
c) because he liked to startle me
d) because he liked to sakat me until i cry and he will go comfort me in my room and end up sleeping with me
e) because he always pinched my cheeks
f) because i always did that shuffle dance thingy with him
g) because we always played computer together
h) because we always picked a fight

may you rest in peace,abang aim.....and yeah last time we had fun,at genting...i'm going to print thepics out as kenangan...i'm going to miss you...i think i've cried too much today since i vissited abang aim at hospital...think i'm going to have enough rest for tonite...going to perak tomorrow to kebumi jenazah...

why good news come along with bad news?

yeayyyy!!!this week i got my test result!!well...it was okay..it was okay since i didnt get any D nor E,which is for the FAIL for any subjects,so i think that is considered as 'okay' rite?so yeah....i got A for science,mathematics,geography,bm and oh..that's all..and i got b for kh and eng...so what's here?
i got the marks at the border of a and b but sadly,it's still in B and teacher didnt want to add some more marks.. :(
and want more good news?i just ordered a sho's clearfile and a sho's mini uchiwa for the con which is coming,end of this august!!!!yeayyy!and i sooo can't wait for it!!!!!kyaa!!!and that's hidden track in arashi's album is just SUGOII!!!!!i just love it when arashi rap!!esp nino with his cute voice!haha!!it sounds terrible and cute as well when he raps..haha!!!
oh..bad news...yesterday,my cousin met an accident with a car and he injured badly and now is in critical condition and he's unconscious..i went to the hospital yesterday and i got to see him with wires all over his body and blood after he's being operated by so many docs for many time the whole day<--my mom said...just guess wht i did as i saw it?haha!!!i ran to the family room and i cried...i was scared of the blood around him..he'd moved to neurosurgery room now...well,i didnt visit him today since i was at school when my mom and uncles went there.i only can pray for him and hope that he'll get better soon ne~
ja,GTG!!!got KGT to do!!uhhh!!!so lame~ teachers so bad don even give us to rest for this hols!
and last but not least,

I WANT TO EAT DAIFUKU!!

DAIFUKU TABETAI!!!

I HEART ARASHI!

i've heard that arashi's new song titled 5x10...equal 50?!haha!no lah!kidding!its a song..a very touching song for those who really love arashi...really i told you...its about a song that tells story about five of them..how they met..how they debuted and how they've been through in until this year,today...it has been 10 years..

THE AWESOMEST SONG I'VE EVER HEARD!

I LOVE ARASHI!!

i cried the whole day yesterday...after i have calmed down after reading the translation lyrics of that song,my sis wanted to watch last episode of TQS with me..i had no other choice...so i watched it and i cried.....again.....and that evening,i went off of to seremban to attend icha,kak liza and irish's birthday...i ate soo many food yesterday and was FULL!and today,my dad just told me something tyhat keep my tension age age!my dad asked me to make an acc in ambank to whatever his friend,uncle razak to bla bla bla...and he's going to keep the money in my bank..and my dad will take it and transfer it into his acc in CIMB..and my dad's going to give me ELAUN <--i dunno what is this mean...RM50 a month!!!!and guess what is keep playing in my mind now?!i can collect it and keep it to buy arashi's albums and goods...or maybe i can collect for me to go arashi's con,rite?!yeay!

my invincible man!

my dad is an invincible man.and i proud of him..i proud of myself too to have him as my father that had grown me up this far.know why i call him as invincible man?it is because he always not here with me..not with family..he shows up only a few moments than he goes somewhere to meet his friends for work..and my mom calls him as 'chipsmore sekejap ada sekejap takde' ..ok this is normal for him being called as invincible man...but just why did lok yee tag me for the invincible man in the class and the awkward one?!nande?and i had an arashi dream bout last sat if i'm not mistaken.it was a childish arashi dream with me!LOL!what i remember is,i threw things to anchan..we threw at each other..while me and my sho,we played hide and seek.nino told me where did sho hide..then i looked for him at that place,under the table..but he wasn't there and when i was looking for him,someone grabbed me from my back..i turned and it was sho..we looked at each other..and my dream ended there!LOL!nonsense stupid dream!ok can someone just explain to me why am i SO LAZY to update this blog?just please someone tell me why oh why..ok,that's all for today..ja,mata ne in about next week...oh,my school closed for one week for H1N1!yeay!