i'm always there to ravel it all up!

yes, i'm always there to ravel it all up and that's a promise!! haha! :)) whatever, i'm crapping anyway!don't ask me why,because its just my hobby!
anyway,let's cut that out and get straight to the point.have you guys ever felt like VERY JEALOUS!!!jealous till it's gone to its limit and you feel like you want to hit everything around you? today i just had that kind of feeling.but it's weird, after i died of jealousy, i got kind of mixed feeling. scared,jealous,sad and EVERYTHING!
and again, i'm talking bout something that is 100% bout my fandom!!!!!my powerful stormy guys! you know, how much i love them.and neechan did say i'm an ARASHI PSYCHO!!!
psychos are harmless to anyone except themselves! they might hurt themselves because of arashi! ok,so what? i'm just being an EMO!i'm sensitive!!well, only for my arashi ne?oh well, i don't want to make my you guys to be the victim of my emotional thingy!!!so, i better stop!!um, that's all! haha from today, i'll make my bloggy to be a place for me to let all my feelings and bad words out from my mouth.. oh not mouth, its my fingers write these all! haha!!

read my lips. shut up!

well, actually the title has nothing to do with what am i going to nag in this post, just for fun! haha! ok, i'm a SKAWNG! that's a new word that i just learned today, yay~ it was from avatar movie!and the word means MORON,BAKA,BABO,BODOH! haha all are just the same!
watched it with Da Wooden Table sisters! the weird name i created when we were making fun of our grandpas' name. their grandpa' name is actually Dawood, so i made it more sensible, it's Da Wooden Table! haha and they called my grandpa's name, saripan (which the word spelled almost the same with "breakfast" word,"sarapan" in malay) and made it as "saripan eats sarapan" LOL! WTH?!
oh anyway, HUMANS ,i just like the movie, and i don't like that freaking blue weird some kind of thing, alien . i dont want people to think i'm obsessed to it, which i'm not. People are allowed to (just) like a movie, don't they? ngahaha :))

AVATAR IS JUST AWESOMELY AWESOME!

so, reporting this for my current fandom other than that FREAKING HOT JKPOP! here it is,
*drumrolls*

it's FAMILY OUTING!!

and to those people out there, stop making fun of JKPOP . you guys just never know how much i love them! especially ARASHI! they are sooo meaningful to me!!!so, please, shutup your mouth and don't ever dare to make fun of them ever again to me! it's just.. well,
i can't tolerate with BULLSHITS/BITCHES!get that~

ja,mata ne!

-xoxo-

p/s: :'( just a few days left till school, how sad am i!
farewell to fandom!!and YOSH!
wish for 2010,be a good lil girl/kid for my parents nee~

HAPPY NEW YEAR,MINNA-SAN!!

will tears ever solve my problems?

this is crazy.i am crazy.i kept asking myself bout this.a stupid thing that i have never thought of before!i don't know why it just popped in my mind as i see those pictures!okay to get it clear, i actually cried, like a moron, a mad person whatever you would call me as, hitting and hurting myself! it has got something to do with my fandom and jealousy! happy now? ok fine, at this point, you would think i'm just being an EMO here. everything i do is not right! after seeing those pictures (which i said related with my fandom) i cried! for quite a long time! i'm just jealous!and i know, tears WILL NEVER solve my problem!people do say we have to put efforts to get what we want, right?and i'm doing my best right now!
oh, okay i'm late!!

MERRY KISSMUST!!

.lya will be a nerd.

woooh~ my bloggeh is gonna be dead in some more time! to prevent that to happen, which will affect this whole world to crash, it's better if it give me way to crap for some more time! wee :D well, writing crap is my hobby! okay, vision mission whatever it's called as,i dunno because i've never got what's the difference between those 2, so lets just cut it up! okay, vision mission for 2009, another important year in my whole life is to be a nerd! I MEAN IT! i'm going to be a REAL NERD,like seriously! what's required to become a real nerd, sooo, let us see...

1) books all day
2) wear a pair of megane <-- this is so unnecessary to those who don't have long-sighted or short-sighted eye.
3) less fangirling <-- trust me, this is gonna kill me!!and for less fangirling and flailing, less internet! only for weekends! but i haven't dealt that with my mom yet!it's just so hard to tell her!it as hard as if she will bite me and gulp me at once if i spit it out!
4) less daydreaming in the class
5) pay 100% attention when teachers are teaching in front of the class
6) get all schoolworks done at time!
7) go tuitions! V.V
8) shut mouth in school

oh yes, accept it! i'm gonna be a NERD till that level, but i'm not sure yet i can do it or not!
but who can bear looking at a dropped exam result! then, let me do my best to get straight A for PMR and if i pass it with flying colours,i would ask my dad a ticket to go to japan! har har har!

i am actually on my path,journey to find my ownself. to find where i actually should be!
oh oh, i've gone that far! it seems that i'm taking about this matter seriously huh?!
yes i do~i seriously do! so, please ,guys dont be surprise for the next time you see me with books in my hand all the time!

yooooossshhhh! GANBAROU!!

that's all for now!

p/s: latest news bout me? perhaps! i'm in love with EDWARD CULLEN! oops~ i mean ROBERT PATTINSON! but outside of new moon and twilight and all,he's not droolworthy..so i prefer edward cullen more! damn it! he's just EFFIN' HAWT! and i'm in love with him all over again!awwwhh~~edward! *melts into fluid*

ja, mata ne! :3

-xoxo-

WE LOVE 2 BERDIKARI '09 SMKSBU!

sara needs to pee
creds go to yjiun for scanning and uploading it in FB
sitting from left : hanis, yjiun, lokyee, adina, p.angela, sara, hdyh, aifaa, adele
middle from left: farah, fatin, joey, nadh, amanda, yuki, shez, shoba, nia, shantheni, hanna, aimi, veron, ameera.
top from left: lya, rai, ain, jiyen, xiauhan, bella, syazana, fiza, najwa, becca, neesa, nabila

comments from them in FB!

lokyee : hey!!! i ngam ngam wan 2 upload tis foto!!!! =((
yjiun : muahah im fast. haha.
lokyee : of course la... i can only on9 at night at weekdays wif my parent's permission... T_T
yjiun : haha, same. now im sneaking. ;D
sara : omg, i look so ugly.. =.="
yjiun : everyone does. cool huh?
shez : just noticed ? XP joking, babe

nia : Kya! I looked funny..!
sara : fine, be that way.
isabelle : wow..u look like vanessa la..abit la
brandy : Omg damn cepat laa u upload :O
lokyee : who looks lyk vanessa?
yuki : i'm so darkkkkkk... LOL

veron : i wonder why yjiun uploaded this goddamn picture. this is why we call her useless. =D
isabelle : yjiun
yjiun : HAHAH VERON. :D
lokyee : ohh... haha.... a bit la ><
lya : yjiun!!!why did u upload this pic?!!stupid lar~i hate it!!!
joey : Shit man..... I look so ugly!!!!
lya : haha!!look at hidayah's shoes...kasut belacan!!!LOL!

nia : lol..! poor hidayah.. :)

calan : lol. Your teacher looks like a messed up version of indian+ malay

yuki : sara needs to pee!! LOOOOOL
ihmran chin : Weird... I am sitting in the same position as Jiun. ..
amanda : HAHAHA!
shoba : idiot la u yih jiun...why did u upload de stupid phooootoooo????..

aimi : omg i look UGLY. haha
lokyee : no la... every1 is beautiful in tis foto, except... ahem ahem..
hanna : haha.stupid yjiun :)

nina : ameera looks diff. haha, kasut belacan
becca : hehe..u guys got d foto ready??
adele : Everybody looks ok except for the "indian-malay" in da pic... ahem...
lokyee : ahem ahem... *sore throat la* ><
rai : are you guys talking about you-know-who ?

lya : who's indian malay?
nia : i think the 'indian malay' is the teacher.. LOL i think...
lya : haha!!!me too!
diana : I miss Rebecca
teacher ezren : woaaa..luv dis pict..miss korg semua..bdk2 nakal...
lokyee : hehe =)

creds go to lokyee for creating it..
WE LOVE 2B 2009

2 Berdikari-->
a) an all-girls class
b) the most an-all-boys-ppoi class
c) never be quite eventhough has been yelled and warned by many teachers
d) talk back to teachers
e) we maki teachers
f) the most kecoh-est class
g) has an indian malay class teacher?! hahahah! ROFL!
h) surprisingly dont look like 2nd best class among 2nd graders classes
i) our pride situates at our good voice and winning for merdeka choir
j) the class that never be cleaned daily!

comments from 2 berdikari-ers:
hanna--> wah bersemangat
yuki--> TELL ME WHO DOESN'T LOVE 2B AND GETTING WET SOMETIMES WHILE DOING THEIR HOMEWORK???? WHO DOESN'T LOVE LISTENING TO THE VIOLIN, GUITAR AND SOMETIMES RECORDER (whoever brought that to class the last time)???? WHO DOESN'T LOVE THE CLASS THAT ALWAYS GET SCOLDING AND ALWAYS GIVEN AMPLE (she is ejek-ing puan angela who always use that word) OF TIME BY OUR CLASS TEACHER TO DO STUFF BUT NEVER DO IT?? WHO WHO WHO??!!! TELL ME NOW!!
hanna--> HANNA brought it la
hanna--> my fav teacher kot
yuki--> there!! see i told you!!! dont u just love 2 B??!!
hanna--> YUKI EMOSI SEKETIKA.HARAP MAKLUM
yuki--> WHO DOESN'T LOVE GETTING PINCHED BY CIK SRI DEVI DURING HISTORY CLASS WHEN WE DONT KNOW THE ANSWER?? hahhaa ...
hanna--> SABARSABAR,i pun pernah kene jugak!

I'M GONNA MISS YOU GUYS,BUNCH OF NUTTIES!

p/s: 1 more day to go to ohchan's bdayyyy~~~
p/p/s: i'm counting every nanosec till your birthday,ohchan!

stay being a chubby adorable baby,ohchan!!

ja,mata ne! :3

xoxo

for SPM candy dates!

yawwww!

hol isnt that bad actually...i was told by my mom as i rubbed my eyes on the bed that i'm gonna stay at my uncle's house for 3 days! he (my uncle) made me promise him that i'll go to his house in JB this hol and on the 1st day of hol,he already called me and reminded me of that promise! ossans muzukashii na~~ hell yeah,today i'll be going.and,guess what?! i'll be on hiatus! *cries alot*it's only 3 days but ...well,i think i still can manage it because i'm gonna tag my lappy along! yeaaay~eventhough no net,i will be alive.dun worry!
to ohshiro-chan : are you serious that you're gonna post my birthday present from aussie?! i'm afraid that i cant receive it..maybe it'll fly away somewhere..uwa! yada yada yada! i'm thinking of something that i shouldn't,right!okay,think positive,ellya!!!!bad expectations are here and there ne *smackself*

yea yea,thinking positive is good yet it's too dangerous to us deshou? just remembered this,someone,well i already forgot who told me this..he said positive thinking and too open minded is dangerous to us and it might invite accidents that we dont want to happen to us. example, when someone we dunno,a stranger come and approach you and give you a candy,we can't think positive that the stranger's giving you candy because he's kind and maybe he look at us too pitiful starving...he might poured some kind of drugs or something ya know..i've gone too far,now i realized!

but i still wanna talk bout this thing! stubborn me! but if i was the victim of that kind criminal thingy, you know what i would do?! i'm one wild child! hahah! i'm talking big! i would ask his name to see whether i know him or not,but strangers i'm talking bout here are usually the one that we dunno,right?okay,if he denies that and tell me that he knows me,i would do something worse! haha! i would yell at him that i dunno him and i would kick his ball/her ass! haha!

GTFO FROM ME,YOU BITCH!

i'm sorry because i just used bad words! you can kick my mouth now if you want to!
oh yea,well although this has started since last week,i'm still not too late to wish this,deshou?? it's never too late to wish someone~ *wink wink*

wish you guys the best of luck,ya SPM candy dates!

oh flail!!!i miss flailing by myself!! now,give way for sholya to scream out loud because she's at loss of words to flail! or you have to send her to hospital because talking too much! or you'll have to go the hosp instead!!! ARASHIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!I LOVE YOU GUYSSSS!ESP THAT DORKY DORKY HEAD!
you're getting cuter and dorkier in each day that will never make me go flail to other guy except that gamer, nino.
but i know..he doesnt suit me cause he's an expert/pro in games and such...while,me?!i'm such a dame no hito just like you! yayy~ and i can be dorky sometimes...when i'm in the mood!
and riida! ahhh~~~~ohchan,why so cute! and you're gonna be 29 in 2 days (i'm sad that i can't do countdown to your tanjoubi but dont worry i'll post the wish for your tanjoubi) !!damn,you look like just 20 to me becauuse of your cuteness!blame your face! haha! and someone's envying you for that (referring to that guy in ohchan's mini drama)
and jun?? *speechless and cold stare at jun* are you trying to steal or something like kidnap me from that dorky head?! no no yada! but you gotta stop making such a kawaii face not to make me falling all over you,AGAIN!
AIBA-CHAN a.k.a ainii kyaaaa!you too! just like the resttt! geting hotter and hotter in each day! bt i'll never steal ya from my beloved twinnie! hahah! you're owned and she's your property!
oh bigbang,i'm still in process to be a die hard fan for it! haha! seungri and gd <33333

ja, mata ne! :3

xoxo

untitled!get startled!

dude.it's holiday! freaking hol!
waited for it and now feel like it's grated!
i wanna ravel it all up!make it worse,heck yeah!

you know i'm bored
i got nothing to do
it seems mama has canceled her plans for this hol
this all because of that domyouji! *pointing at my brother*

you know when i'm bored
i could do such nonsense things
crapping is included of course!
and i can get ppl around me get asskicked by me!

stuck my butt in the oven this damn hollyday was one of my plans
and i did!
and i got my butt burned up!
hell yeah~

laughing till my ass off too!
i did~just now!
and now i'm tired.i'm sleepy~
i dont want my face to get bloated because of sleeping too much!

what else?

eating weating?
well,i dont really like eating.
so i will maybe..later!i wont!i dont want!

yeah!i just crapped here!
and i'm glad i did it!

xoxo

life in my tears.

i'm loving this! it's taken from SMK Seri Bintang Utara's yearly magazine,The Legacy 2009

LIFE IN MY TEARS by Daniel (Danny) Jude
I am a student,yes
It's really hard,I confess
And everyday I lose myself
Deep into my studies I delve.

Flying by on a Cartesian plane
As historical figures lay slain
Empires raising and falling
As i sat in my seat snoring. haha!lmao~this is true ya!

Eventually all this will be over
All my problems will cease to hover
My world will no longer be filled with cell sap
Zero error,helium,and (pardon the language) similar crap.

Oh,wait,I take that back
These are the subjects I cannot lack
For Science paves my future
And the rest of my life's adventure.

ok,that's the end...this is really true,i tell you guys! about how a student feels..we lose,we pressure ourselves to keep up with our studies..plus with the nagging from the parents.its sooo stressing!we cry sometimes...well,not to say we're sensitive but its the real self.who can stand parents nagging when you're studying? i always try to avoid myself to be nagged and so i cover myself with my blanket (selimut bucuk) when i dont wanna hear them nag...i study in there..because...the complains from them actually make us cant study and make it worse!it will never come to the end unless i tell them its stressing me!pressuring me!and at last,i finally realized that these all are very important our life which shapes our future...

-the end-
-owarimashita-