i'm always there to ravel it all up!

yes, i'm always there to ravel it all up and that's a promise!! haha! :)) whatever, i'm crapping anyway!don't ask me why,because its just my hobby!
anyway,let's cut that out and get straight to the point.have you guys ever felt like VERY JEALOUS!!!jealous till it's gone to its limit and you feel like you want to hit everything around you? today i just had that kind of feeling.but it's weird, after i died of jealousy, i got kind of mixed feeling. scared,jealous,sad and EVERYTHING!
and again, i'm talking bout something that is 100% bout my fandom!!!!!my powerful stormy guys! you know, how much i love them.and neechan did say i'm an ARASHI PSYCHO!!!
psychos are harmless to anyone except themselves! they might hurt themselves because of arashi! ok,so what? i'm just being an EMO!i'm sensitive!!well, only for my arashi ne?oh well, i don't want to make my you guys to be the victim of my emotional thingy!!!so, i better stop!!um, that's all! haha from today, i'll make my bloggy to be a place for me to let all my feelings and bad words out from my mouth.. oh not mouth, its my fingers write these all! haha!!

read my lips. shut up!

well, actually the title has nothing to do with what am i going to nag in this post, just for fun! haha! ok, i'm a SKAWNG! that's a new word that i just learned today, yay~ it was from avatar movie!and the word means MORON,BAKA,BABO,BODOH! haha all are just the same!
watched it with Da Wooden Table sisters! the weird name i created when we were making fun of our grandpas' name. their grandpa' name is actually Dawood, so i made it more sensible, it's Da Wooden Table! haha and they called my grandpa's name, saripan (which the word spelled almost the same with "breakfast" word,"sarapan" in malay) and made it as "saripan eats sarapan" LOL! WTH?!
oh anyway, HUMANS ,i just like the movie, and i don't like that freaking blue weird some kind of thing, alien . i dont want people to think i'm obsessed to it, which i'm not. People are allowed to (just) like a movie, don't they? ngahaha :))

AVATAR IS JUST AWESOMELY AWESOME!

so, reporting this for my current fandom other than that FREAKING HOT JKPOP! here it is,
*drumrolls*

it's FAMILY OUTING!!

and to those people out there, stop making fun of JKPOP . you guys just never know how much i love them! especially ARASHI! they are sooo meaningful to me!!!so, please, shutup your mouth and don't ever dare to make fun of them ever again to me! it's just.. well,
i can't tolerate with BULLSHITS/BITCHES!i don't give a damn to bitches!hoyeah!get that~

ja,mata ne!

-xoxo-

p/s: :'( just a few days left till school, how sad am i!
farewell to fandom!!and YOSH!
wish for 2010,be a good lil girl/kid for my parents nee~

HAPPY NEW YEAR,MINNA-SAN!!

will tears ever solve my problems?

this is crazy.i am crazy.i kept asking myself bout this.a stupid thing that i have never thought of before!i don't know why it just popped in my mind as i see those pictures!okay to get it clear, i actually cried, like a moron, a mad person whatever you would call me as, hitting and hurting myself! it has got something to do with my fandom and jealousy! happy now? ok fine, at this point, you would think i'm just being an EMO here. everything i do is not right! after seeing those pictures (which i said related with my fandom) i cried! for quite a long time! i'm just jealous!and i know, tears WILL NEVER solve my problem!people do say we have to put efforts to get what we want, right?and i'm doing my best right now!
oh, okay i'm late!!

MERRY KISSMUST!!

.lya will be a nerd.

woooh~ my bloggeh is gonna be dead in some more time! to prevent that to happen, which will affect this whole world to crash, it's better if it give me way to crap for some more time! wee :D well, writing crap is my hobby! okay, vision mission whatever it's called as,i dunno because i've never got what's the difference between those 2, so lets just cut it up! okay, vision mission for 2009, another important year in my whole life is to be a nerd! I MEAN IT! i'm going to be a REAL NERD,like seriously! what's required to become a real nerd, sooo, let us see...

1) books all day
2) wear a pair of megane <-- this is so unnecessary to those who don't have long-sighted or short-sighted eye.
3) less fangirling <-- trust me, this is gonna kill me!!and for less fangirling and flailing, less internet! only for weekends! but i haven't dealt that with my mom yet!it's just so hard to tell her!it as hard as if she will bite me and gulp me at once if i spit it out!
4) less daydreaming in the class
5) pay 100% attention when teachers are teaching in front of the class
6) get all schoolworks done at time!
7) go tuitions! V.V
8) shut mouth in school

oh yes, accept it! i'm gonna be a NERD till that level, but i'm not sure yet i can do it or not!
but who can bear looking at a dropped exam result! then, let me do my best to get straight A for PMR and if i pass it with flying colours,i would ask my dad a ticket to go to japan! har har har!

i am actually on my path,journey to find my ownself. to find where i actually should be!
oh oh, i've gone that far! it seems that i'm taking about this matter seriously huh?!
yes i do~i seriously do! so, please ,guys dont be surprise for the next time you see me with books in my hand all the time!

yooooossshhhh! GANBAROU!!

that's all for now!

p/s: latest news bout me? perhaps! i'm in love with EDWARD CULLEN! oops~ i mean ROBERT PATTINSON! but outside of new moon and twilight and all,he's not droolworthy..so i prefer edward cullen more! damn it! he's just EFFIN' HAWT! and i'm in love with him all over again!awwwhh~~edward! *melts into fluid*

ja, mata ne! :3

-xoxo-