cat scratched!

i'm sorry to disappoint you,

but this blog is not dead yet.

MEOW!!!RAWR!!!!

HAHA!!! i'm soooo damn lazy to post in my bloggeh,srsly!i just update my LJ, only a lil thou. i'm now caught by my parents bla bla bla!in a far far away land! far from my arashi world! get that, you stupid ass? read my LJ for further details!!!ngahahahha!! anyway,just wanna show it off here.. other than my FB and my LJ! pics i edited! me and my loves, sakumiya! (i'm posting this entry because i'm forced!forced by myself because i wanted to show off too much! haha!)

guys,do you see that same goddamn posing of me and my sakumiya!
i just realized that, ya know!!! and my face's burnt like an ichigo, that's what my sara-chan said!

-XOXO-

i'm always there to ravel it all up!

yes, i'm always there to ravel it all up and that's a promise!! haha! :)) whatever, i'm crapping anyway!don't ask me why,because its just my hobby!
anyway,let's cut that out and get straight to the point.have you guys ever felt like VERY JEALOUS!!!jealous till it's gone to its limit and you feel like you want to hit everything around you? today i just had that kind of feeling.but it's weird, after i died of jealousy, i got kind of mixed feeling. scared,jealous,sad and EVERYTHING!
and again, i'm talking bout something that is 100% bout my fandom!!!!!my powerful stormy guys! you know, how much i love them.and neechan did say i'm an ARASHI PSYCHO!!!
psychos are harmless to anyone except themselves! they might hurt themselves because of arashi! ok,so what? i'm just being an EMO!i'm sensitive!!well, only for my arashi ne?oh well, i don't want to make my you guys to be the victim of my emotional thingy!!!so, i better stop!!um, that's all! haha from today, i'll make my bloggy to be a place for me to let all my feelings and bad words out from my mouth.. oh not mouth, its my fingers write these all! haha!!

read my lips. shut up!

well, actually the title has nothing to do with what am i going to nag in this post, just for fun! haha! ok, i'm a SKAWNG! that's a new word that i just learned today, yay~ it was from avatar movie!and the word means MORON,BAKA,BABO,BODOH! haha all are just the same!
watched it with Da Wooden Table sisters! the weird name i created when we were making fun of our grandpas' name. their grandpa' name is actually Dawood, so i made it more sensible, it's Da Wooden Table! haha and they called my grandpa's name, saripan (which the word spelled almost the same with "breakfast" word,"sarapan" in malay) and made it as "saripan eats sarapan" LOL! WTH?!
oh anyway, HUMANS ,i just like the movie, and i don't like that freaking blue weird some kind of thing, alien . i dont want people to think i'm obsessed to it, which i'm not. People are allowed to (just) like a movie, don't they? ngahaha :))

AVATAR IS JUST AWESOMELY AWESOME!

so, reporting this for my current fandom other than that FREAKING HOT JKPOP! here it is,
*drumrolls*

it's FAMILY OUTING!!

and to those people out there, stop making fun of JKPOP . you guys just never know how much i love them! especially ARASHI! they are sooo meaningful to me!!!so, please, shutup your mouth and don't ever dare to make fun of them ever again to me! it's just.. well,
i can't tolerate with BULLSHITS/BITCHES!i don't give a damn to bitches!hoyeah!get that~

ja,mata ne!

-xoxo-

p/s: :'( just a few days left till school, how sad am i!
farewell to fandom!!and YOSH!
wish for 2010,be a good lil girl/kid for my parents nee~

HAPPY NEW YEAR,MINNA-SAN!!

will tears ever solve my problems?

this is crazy.i am crazy.i kept asking myself bout this.a stupid thing that i have never thought of before!i don't know why it just popped in my mind as i see those pictures!okay to get it clear, i actually cried, like a moron, a mad person whatever you would call me as, hitting and hurting myself! it has got something to do with my fandom and jealousy! happy now? ok fine, at this point, you would think i'm just being an EMO here. everything i do is not right! after seeing those pictures (which i said related with my fandom) i cried! for quite a long time! i'm just jealous!and i know, tears WILL NEVER solve my problem!people do say we have to put efforts to get what we want, right?and i'm doing my best right now!
oh, okay i'm late!!

MERRY KISSMUST!!

for SPM candy dates!

yawwww!

hol isnt that bad actually...i was told by my mom as i rubbed my eyes on the bed that i'm gonna stay at my uncle's house for 3 days! he (my uncle) made me promise him that i'll go to his house in JB this hol and on the 1st day of hol,he already called me and reminded me of that promise! ossans muzukashii na~~ hell yeah,today i'll be going.and,guess what?! i'll be on hiatus! *cries alot*it's only 3 days but ...well,i think i still can manage it because i'm gonna tag my lappy along! yeaaay~eventhough no net,i will be alive.dun worry!
to ohshiro-chan : are you serious that you're gonna post my birthday present from aussie?! i'm afraid that i cant receive it..maybe it'll fly away somewhere..uwa! yada yada yada! i'm thinking of something that i shouldn't,right!okay,think positive,ellya!!!!bad expectations are here and there ne *smackself*

yea yea,thinking positive is good yet it's too dangerous to us deshou? just remembered this,someone,well i already forgot who told me this..he said positive thinking and too open minded is dangerous to us and it might invite accidents that we dont want to happen to us. example, when someone we dunno,a stranger come and approach you and give you a candy,we can't think positive that the stranger's giving you candy because he's kind and maybe he look at us too pitiful starving...he might poured some kind of drugs or something ya know..i've gone too far,now i realized!

but i still wanna talk bout this thing! stubborn me! but if i was the victim of that kind criminal thingy, you know what i would do?! i'm one wild child! hahah! i'm talking big! i would ask his name to see whether i know him or not,but strangers i'm talking bout here are usually the one that we dunno,right?okay,if he denies that and tell me that he knows me,i would do something worse! haha! i would yell at him that i dunno him and i would kick his ball/her ass! haha!

GTFO FROM ME,YOU BITCH!

i'm sorry because i just used bad words! you can kick my mouth now if you want to!
oh yea,well although this has started since last week,i'm still not too late to wish this,deshou?? it's never too late to wish someone~ *wink wink*

wish you guys the best of luck,ya SPM candy dates!

oh flail!!!i miss flailing by myself!! now,give way for sholya to scream out loud because she's at loss of words to flail! or you have to send her to hospital because talking too much! or you'll have to go the hosp instead!!! ARASHIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!I LOVE YOU GUYSSSS!ESP THAT DORKY DORKY HEAD!
you're getting cuter and dorkier in each day that will never make me go flail to other guy except that gamer, nino.
but i know..he doesnt suit me cause he's an expert/pro in games and such...while,me?!i'm such a dame no hito just like you! yayy~ and i can be dorky sometimes...when i'm in the mood!
and riida! ahhh~~~~ohchan,why so cute! and you're gonna be 29 in 2 days (i'm sad that i can't do countdown to your tanjoubi but dont worry i'll post the wish for your tanjoubi) !!damn,you look like just 20 to me becauuse of your cuteness!blame your face! haha! and someone's envying you for that (referring to that guy in ohchan's mini drama)
and jun?? *speechless and cold stare at jun* are you trying to steal or something like kidnap me from that dorky head?! no no yada! but you gotta stop making such a kawaii face not to make me falling all over you,AGAIN!
AIBA-CHAN a.k.a ainii kyaaaa!you too! just like the resttt! geting hotter and hotter in each day! bt i'll never steal ya from my beloved twinnie! hahah! you're owned and she's your property!
oh bigbang,i'm still in process to be a die hard fan for it! haha! seungri and gd <33333

ja, mata ne! :3

xoxo

untitled!get startled!

dude.it's holiday! freaking hol!
waited for it and now feel like it's grated!
i wanna ravel it all up!make it worse,heck yeah!

you know i'm bored
i got nothing to do
it seems mama has canceled her plans for this hol
this all because of that domyouji! *pointing at my brother*

you know when i'm bored
i could do such nonsense things
crapping is included of course!
and i can get ppl around me get asskicked by me!

stuck my butt in the oven this damn hollyday was one of my plans
and i did!
and i got my butt burned up!
hell yeah~

laughing till my ass off too!
i did~just now!
and now i'm tired.i'm sleepy~
i dont want my face to get bloated because of sleeping too much!

what else?

eating weating?
well,i dont really like eating.
so i will maybe..later!i wont!i dont want!

yeah!i just crapped here!
and i'm glad i did it!

xoxo